Waking up is less helpful...

I've been having dreams lately, and I can't tell or remember what is real and what isn't. In the past, my dreams focus on a place or experience, like falling through the windows of buildings into darkness, A place that is not my home, but feels as though it is, or with someone as a presence rather than a person.

Lately though I'm remembering people as individuals, and the things they are telling me; Words, names, numbers, etc. These are all the things I'm usually less apt to remember. Am I dreaming, or am I remembering? I think that maybe i'm to embarrassed to ask the people around me... It's not that i'm not listening...